Thursday, March 5, 2009

life size....

I'm sure we've all heard the saying, "Good things come in small packages." Well, I would know since I know that good things are coming my way. Last week was rough and I thought that someone must really hate me. Nope! By the time Monday came along....things were beginning to look up. At first, I didn't want to start off Monday on a bad note. Towards the end of the day and beginning of Tuesday....kept getting better and better. I realized that my life size isn't something so small, but a one time deal that you make life the way you want it to happen. Whatever you do, choices, etc. It'll give you the direction you take in life. No, I didn't just learn this all on my own and in one day. I've known a tad bit of what life is...I'm still working on it. Learning, experiencing, taking everyday as a stepping stone, etc. Life is such a journey that I'm glad to go through with it...not alone but with good people around me.

Monday, February 23, 2009

itsy bitsy....

I had a talk with one of my aunt's about creativity. I was browsing through a few books and magazines about learning how to make quilts, blankets, pillowcases, etc. A light bulb popped up. Immediately, I came forward to my aunt about making bedroom stuff with different patterns and possibly sell it through a website called etsy. I know it's far fetched of an idea, but it's a start. I've been meaning to create a business and do something small. Otherwise, I'll continue doing my search on the next big thing. Big dream thinker? Yes that's me.

Tracks spinnin' for the week:

Space-Melody from PCD
Again-song from the movie, Confessions of a Shopaholic
Because I Dreamed You-Gail Vareilles
How to Touch A Girl-JoJo

a new favorite site I enjoy listening to upcoming, indie, unknown but should be known artists is through ilike.com. Definitely a place to check out. I sometimes falter on imeem, but I'm glad I can download free music on ilike.com.

it takes time

A new week has begun....after 12 midnight! Last week was so awful. Catching pneumonia and receiving bad news. I came home feeling so unhappy. So far, I've been keeping busy while so-called resting. I've been on a job hunt. The economy should open more jobs for those unemployed. Sucks?! Heck yeah it does. At least I have all the time in the world to enjoy my "days off or vacation." I'll leave on a good note....I need to find inspiration to write again. I've left many weeks of no new material. Sad isn't it? *sigh*

Monday, February 16, 2009

When will my miracle happen?

I've been out sick for the last few days and I'm not getting any better. I guess it's the weather that's given my mood of desperation to get well. Plus, I'm desperate to land a new job...SOON! Unfortunately, I'll be laid-off soon. My job hunt continues while I try to overcome this flu.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Grand Opening

If none of ya'll haven't heard, there's a new store location in Milpitas, CA called Know Your Roots. For more info, you can visit their website: www.kyrapparel.com.

Random photos taken early this evening...

1. just getting the news...




2. shocked




3. oh no!!

25 things....

So, I had posted this not too long ago on my FB. I figured, why not let my followers read a little bit about me that ya'll don't know yet...enjoy.

25 Random Things
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Rules: YA KNOW, I WASN'T PLANNING ON DOING THIS, BUT READ WHAT KUYA JM HAD POSTED. LIKE WHAT HE SAID....TO HELL WITH THE RULES... NEVER BEEN GOOD ABOUT THE RULES MYSELF... YOU DONT HAVE TO WRITE 25 THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF... YOU CAN IF YOU WANT...

1 life's too short...so I've been having too fun much while I'm at it

2 call me crazy, but I have the tendency to cause trouble when I have vodka in my system...

3 emo...I've been told I'm emo....well ya know what....*middle finger*....oh ok. just kidding. no really...I am. *whining* I told you, I was kidding! fine. forget you then! let's hug it out, yeah?? *hugs*

4 I have a weakness for gummi bears...I can eat a lb. of Haribo to myself. But I don't mind sharing.

5 In response to what Kuya JM said...

I'm all about PAMILYA to a fault... and by fault, I mean "even though I will bitch and moan, I will still break myself for you" kind of fault... blood or extended... pamilya is pamilya... and by now those who are, should know who they are... yeah, I'm talking to you!

LMAO....TRUE. Very True.

6 I like grabbin' yo' ass....boobies....possibly
lickin' some part of yo' body. No really, I will. Don't dare me to do it. Well...I'll lick ya above waistline. Not below. *middle finger*

7 I love...pandas. I have a stuffed animal named...Mr. Panda Bear. If you do anything wrong to him...I will put my fist in yo' face! So....my ex has it and I want him back!!! *sad face*

8 Anybody care to watch foreign films or asian horror movies...take me. I love'em. Doubt me? Well...*middle finger*

9 I say the word, "Fuck" and "You" a lot...if not, I say it in a sentence like this...

"I fuckin' thought you heard me correctly! Fuckin' dumbass. Fuck you then!"

10 I can eat PB&J for b-fast, lunch, or dinner. I think it's a healthy diet. Don't you?

11 If you haven't heard...I'm a fan for vampire novels. If not, throw me a reasonable book that I can gain much knowledge from. Fuck that romantic shit! Nu-uh.

12 My close friends, I love them like family. When we don't get along...it hurts. A lot. So if you're reading this, sorry if I had said something or done anything to hurt you in any possibly way.

13 I am emotional about my possessions. They're all valuable! Losing any of my possessions...fuck! I hate it. I'll whine about it for awhile until I move onto something else. My younger sister is a lot like this.

14 Did you know I love jackets? My closet is half full of jackets alone, besides shoes. I'm not too big into shirts. I want to buy a lot more jackets than what I have.

15 You can find me on yelp. My family think I'm nuts, but I'm not. yelp keeps my schedule busy. I mean...BUSY.

16 Don't think I'm shy?? I can be until you warm up to me. Buy me a drink and I'll loosen up. Talk to you about almost anything. See the word, almost? Yeah that's right son!

17 I can play Wii for more than 3 hours straight...and try to outwin my nephews. Even if it pisses them off. Oh...my mom too. She thinks she's the champion for bowling...she isn't. My sister...her too. If you're reading this...LOL.

18 Went to Tahoe for my birthday and on the way back...got stuck in traffic because there was an avalanche. I couldn't hold my pee so I took off outside in the snow and popped a squat in front of a church. Not a nice thing to do, but it was the closest thing to hiding behind something. God...I apologize for that incident. I just couldn't hold it in anymore!

19 I thought I reached 25 things, but I guess I'm still stuck on 19. Fuck! 5 more to go.

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LAST 5 THINGS YOU PROBABLY DIDNT KNOW ABOUT ME...
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20 I love my siblings too much. Even if I hardly see my bro because he spends so much more time with his GF than with me, I end up spoiling that mutha-f'in biyatch. Punk! Just kidding. My sister spends too much time on her hands with surfin' the net for more music, wonder where she got that from? ;D But we're like Pb&J...that's because we can live off of that PB&J sandwiches. My other sister...well, even though she's a year younger than me and we don't seem to act too sisterly...we do get along great than we had when we were younger. Plus, we often think about each other too much that we buy something randomly for each other. My bro-in-law...he can be a bit of an ass...in a funny way. Yet, dude can talk to you and bring you a bottle of beer. Cheers to that!

21 When something's on my mind, I start humming some tune. Don't ask, but I do it. A LOT!

22 If I'm running low on cash...I will go without food for a few days. Otherwise, I'll drive to my parent's place and eat whatever is leftover. Unless they call me to eat dinner at their place.

23 Ya think I'm a flirt, but really I'm not. Looks like I'm flirting, but I'm just talkin' to ya. *wink

24 I hate to hear what people think of me...but when I do...it hurts a lot. When that happens...I disappear for awhile until I'm ready to come out of my shell.

25 My outlet is writing. If you haven't read any of my material, that's because I'm really shy about it. Too shy that I don't want people to judge my work.

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Now, according to #25....I won't post any of my haikus, poems, and what not. If I happen to do so, it's something that I want to share and possibly give a little bit of an insight towards life, philosophy, etc.

2.11.09 first initial ramblings...

Mind me if my first of daily blogs isn't as creative as you may think. I'm good with music, food, shopping, etc. I'll stick to music playlists that I'm currently feeling during the day.

spinnin' tracks:

Flo-rida ft. Will.i.am-in the ayer
Eric B. & Rakim-I know you got soul
Raphael Saadiq-love that girl
Mint condition-nothing left to say
Blackstreet-no diggity
Jim Jones-pop champagne
sneakerpimps-6 underground
Flobots-handlebars
Lit-my own worst enemy
Nine Inch Nails-Discipline
Disturbed-Get down with the sickness

If that isn't enough to list....I have plenty more to come. Stay tune.